I second bazzite. I tried arch since I heard it was so customizable that you gained performance but after numerous headaches of tring to connect to the internet, downloading packages one by one without even knowing what I was doing since Im still not even that familiar with the linux ecosystem, i just downloaded bazzite, used rufus to put it on a key, and it worked first try no hassle.
Im a bazzite boi now.
Im actually impressed with how well nvdia is slowly becoming useable too on that distro, half a year ago you couldnt even use wayland and had to still use x11 but now it works (DISCLAIMER FIDDLING IS REQUIRED WITH NVDIA I HEARD THAT WITH AMD IT JUST WORKS)
Meanwhile, trump's army of inbred rednecks, drunk karens and incels managed to storm the capital, and get away with it, while being livestreamed TO THE WORLD.
The more i see messages like this the more i feel disappointed with americans. Too fat and diabetic to break into a sweat I see.
Yeah that tolerance seems to be an absurd price to pay just to not be affected psychologically by this terrible job market that seems intentionally malicious.
The hobbies are being suggested because you clearly need a new element to spice up your life.
Tbh i always felt the same way as you did, barely satisfied by what life has to offer.
My answer to this is distraction, i cannot really sell you on why its the answer its just that deep down I know that novelty is the only aspect of life that has the potential to enrich it.
Pick a new source of distraction that offers bottomless rabbitholes.
3 a day, all before 2-3PM
Ive been experimenting with drinking it later as I tend to always feel drowsy when I wake up, feels like i am less snappy and sleepy during the day when I don't do this.
Seconding rufus. I dont use anything else. This is the way.