I had a PAX when they first came out and never really got the chance to figure out how to use it. I could never find the right temp and it felt like i was going through the bud too fast. I suppose i just didn't know how to use it.
I didn't have it very long because, unfortunately, it was confiscated by the authorities and i never got another one.
"I'd become paralyzed with fear over the fact that anything exists at all"..."I now find myself seeing the universe, consciousness and death very differently (largely in a good way.)"
It really does help your mind come up with some awesome ideas.
I don't know if it was weed specifically or my education and life experiences, but I'm comfortable with the idea that we can't know anything with absolute certainty. And since none of the questions about our existence can be answered (yet?) we get to be creative.
It totally makes sense if they're a time traveling, evolved species from our own just trying to learn about its past. Or maybe just site seeing. Either way, their trip didn't seem to end well.
I really don't feel comfortable asking, but I'm going to anyways. How much have you spent? A range would be acceptable if you don't want to say the exact amount.
I've only taken a few shop classes in high school. But one time i got to refurbish a bunch of old lumber into a doghouse. It was pretty shitty, but it worked and the dog loved it.
Humans have to experience something to really understand it. And anything that effects our bodies, and panic attacks definitely do that, is really hard to understand because we can only take the word of that person. There isn't anything that we can see that would make someone behave that way. So there's always going to be a part inside of us that thinks it's not as bad as it is.
And not because we don't believe the person either. We just can't know how another person is experiencing their pain.
There are countless ways we can find to cope. As long as it makes us happy and we can understand and accept its full effect on our lives, then i believe it's great to have.
I started smoking weed again during the pandemic, and was probably just old enough to do that responsibly. I definitely wasn't when i was younger and couldn't handle my substances well.
I think we all go through those phases with our hobbies. What makes it great is that we found them in the first place. As long as we can pick them back up after some time away and still get the same enjoyment, then we've found something special.
Kind of like old friends you can hang out with like you never spent a day apart.
That is really cool you were able to do that!!