Okay so I told my mom I wanna die so I can maybe expediate getting medications and she said "I'm concerned, I might leave you out of the will"

She already began transferring some of her assets to my older brother

Okay fine then I'll live on

I'll live in spite...

I want my half... why does my older gets stuff and I don't

He doesn't even love my mom as much I does

He never even showed any affection, I did... all the time...

Like is my mom really gonna just pretend I didn't love her?