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AnotherFuture

@ AnotherFuture @sh.itjust.works

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  • tried to kill myself and my friends reaction changed me

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  • wishing you the best.

  • tried to kill myself and my friends reaction changed me

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  • thanks a bunch, sincerely. I will give some of these a shot.

  • tried to kill myself and my friends reaction changed me

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  • thank you, I appreciate it. watching that video is a good idea, it's made me more self aware before, maybe I'll rewatch it every so often to lock in

  • depression_now! @lemmy.world
    AnotherFuture @sh.itjust.works

    tried to kill myself and my friends reaction changed me

  • depression_now! @lemmy.world
    AnotherFuture @sh.itjust.works

    i hope reincarnation is real

  • i can't stand feeling like this anymore

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  • i'm so sorry you have felt this way before. it really feels like im going insane sometimes. this morning i took a 1 hour ride up to the mountains and just stared down a canyon cliff and pondering. i just feel so trapped.

  • depression_now! @lemmy.world
    AnotherFuture @sh.itjust.works

    i can't stand feeling like this anymore

  • I might be going crazy

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  • holy shit... I do this too. for a while I fought it off, but I think that's making it hit harder. I say this to myself at work a LOT and ive done it talking to friends and had to apologize. I'm super here for you if you need to say anything. sending internet hugz.

  • I often want to do so many things in life at once that its left me burnt out. Anyone else?

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  • good luck to you!!!

  • ADHD @lemmy.world
    AnotherFuture @sh.itjust.works

    I often want to do so many things in life at once that its left me burnt out. Anyone else?

  • Canvas 2024 event has come to an end! -- NCD MISREP

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  • ;)

  • is ADHD harder to manage with time?

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  • Sorry to hear. Best wishes, friend.

  • is ADHD harder to manage with time?

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  • Thanks so much for recommending both books. I will be sure to give both a read soon.

  • is ADHD harder to manage with time?

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  • Interesting point of view. Honestly I guess I am kinda broken in that regard, I miss the constant fixations a lot, I feel so bored and helpless when I have nothin' to focus on. it does sound to me like your hope is ultimately to control that, in which case I wish you the absolute best.

  • ADHD @lemmy.world
    AnotherFuture @sh.itjust.works

    is ADHD harder to manage with time?

  • Depression / nostalgia has hindered my ability to make new memories, I just re-live old ones

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  • Never actually thought of it that way. Sounds like you have some nice memories yourself :) thanks a bunch for the response.

  • Depression / nostalgia has hindered my ability to make new memories, I just re-live old ones

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  • This was so comforting to read. I will walk to the shop today and get some vitamins to start off with. It was also a very cute analogy with the inaccessible storage of the new good memories. I really loved reading this, it brightened my mood so much, thank you :))

  • Depression / nostalgia has hindered my ability to make new memories, I just re-live old ones

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  • Hi there, thanks so much for your response. Sorry to hear that you are facing similar feelings. I have insurance, and I think therapy is actually fully covered under my plan. I never really considered medical help, maybe due to fear of feeling normal, I guess when I feel like this its comparable to some sort of warm embracing hug which is how I know I'm at "baseline" emotions. You seem to have really been helped by this process, maybe it is time I take a look into it as well.Thanks again so, so much for sharing your perspective. I appreciate it so much!

  • Depression / nostalgia has hindered my ability to make new memories, I just re-live old ones

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  • The couple friends I have left actually are online now that you mention it, known em for about 7 years and don't know what I would do without them. Also hello fellow night owl!

    in regards to the future, I think you just cracked the case for me too. I don't really have any hopes or goals for the future, just fear if anything (of aging nonetheless). This seems to line up with me just wanting to continue not giving AF while wishing I had a reason to, but the motivation is not there. I really appreciate this response, hoping the best for you over there. Its only 19:57 here but I'll be thinking of you when the sun comes up at 5 :)

  • Depression / nostalgia has hindered my ability to make new memories, I just re-live old ones

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  • That fantasy world is so relatable it hurts. Except for the times when I go to bed, I always have my headphones in, using the music to imagine a different life for myself with the soundtracks. One time I even called out of work because I couldn't find my earbuds and didn't want to brace reality.

    I wish the best for you both. Hope things start to look up.

  • depression_now! @lemmy.world
    AnotherFuture @sh.itjust.works

    Depression / nostalgia has hindered my ability to make new memories, I just re-live old ones