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Bat [she/her]

@ Bat @hexbear.net

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  • Anyone ever have a therapist/psychologist who was any good at dealing with people who didn’t already have their shit together?

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  • Every therapist I've ever had has been dogshit

    When I told my last therapist about my anxiety she was like "oh why don't you try aroma therapy to calm you down?" MOTHERFUCKER I need assistance leaving my own apartment to go grocery shopping I get so anxious, aroma therapy isn't going to do jack shit

    And yeah basically everyone I've ever had has been really disinterested. My last one even ended a session 15 mins early seemingly cause she got bored

    My physiologist is okay cause she just gives me meds and we talk like once a month, she still misgenders me and shit so still trash but better than any therapist

    Mental health services are a joke in the US

  • Workers and Resources posted cringe (CW: Plagiarism machine soup)

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  • Workers and Resources posted cringe (CW: Plagiarism machine soup)

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  • everyone already could do art, just pick a up a pen and draw. art is one of the cheapest and most accessible hobbies out there, literally all you need is paper and a pencil

  • Day 24 of posting Garfield minus Garfield

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  • traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns @hexbear.net
    Bat [she/her] @hexbear.net

    cw: brainworms. born to be orange, forced to greyscalemode smdh

  • Chapotraphouse @hexbear.net
    Bat [she/her] @hexbear.net

    closing the site for an update wasn't okay

  • omg me n whoo 😳😳😳😳

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  • st4t

  • Catch-As-Catch-Vatican (Kelly)

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  • mogs me

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  • I have nothing else to really do with my day besides doom scroll, especially with classes ending

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  • not passing is a doom state for me, other people can be happy without that but for me I cannot envision myself being happy while not passing

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  • I'm going to hate myself either way it's nice to find relatable people

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  • it's nice to have a non-hugbox trans community though

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  • was having a good morning and day, actually being productive

    feeling somewhat good for the first time in weeks

    go on /tttt/ anyways and ruin my mood

    why am i like this

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  • Okay I talked to the powers that be about failing a class and there is nothing i can do about it now but next semester I can retake it can replace the grade on my transcript so it will only hurt me temporarily

    not the best outcome cause it’ll still suck for the next six months but it’s better than nothing

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  • They’re not in the ground anymore there up here

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  • the past week is literally the worst week of the entire year for my brain to stop working and of course that's exactly when that happens

    i might fail a class if I don't get my shit together in like 72 hours but I can barely do anything at the moment i think it's too late to withdraw and get a W

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  • the number is just a representation of the weight and that is very real and can hurt me

    I've got a shitload of fat deposited from before hrt fat redistribution so it makes me feel like absolute shit

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  • no I am not able to

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  • A big part of it is wanting to lose weight quickly but also I've been in a horrible headspace recently and that's about all that I can force myself to eat, if I eat more than that I feel sick

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  • that's true but it still is ruining my morning nontheless

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  • AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK how did I GAIN weight between yesterday and today I only had 800 calories and YES I know about liquid calories I had no tea, coffee, soda, energy drinks, alcohol, or any other fluid other than water. This is so goddamn FRUSTRATING how how HOW

    I know home scales are bullshit and are inaccurate and there's natural variation in weight and all that shit and it's probably just those things but still it is EXTRAORDINARY frustrating

    First day in the past week that it has actually gone up instead of down

  • traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns @hexbear.net
    Bat [she/her] @hexbear.net

    CW: brainworms, I know what all of this means it's so over for me