Hello! I'm a Chinese-American college student around the same age.
I understand your struggles in university, as I experienced many of the same feelings. Because I went to a college across the country, I felt rather isolated and got sick a bunch, which hit my grades and self-worth quite hard. I'm recovering now. If you would like to talk, feel free to DM me on Lemmygrad so we can talk on your preferred messenger.
For some reason libs think that the "rule of law" is a sentient being that should be obeyed by politics, and not that politics is what creates the rule of law.