If you sunk that much time into it, it's at least worth watching someone play it on YouTube. You'll get the same point.
It'll throw you through a loop at first, but stick with it and don't look up any spoilers or cheat guides. It's my all time favorite game, and I've been playing games since I had an Atari 2600.
I get yelled at by my wife and my therapist all the time for saying "I wish I was dumb, because then I'd be happy."
No, it has ethanol in it. Not lead. Ethanol is made from corn and it's subsidized by the government so farmers can sell their excess corn.
No shit.