Hello, I know how it sounds but I really do love you. You can call me Mara I am male and am comfortable so I use He and Him but don't find gender important so a name is fine. I like to talk, but it tends to be more of a mask, I do like to share though so feel free to engage.
My brain is not functioning well right now and that is the pep-talk I need, being reminded this isn't personal and just the really crap way insurance works here in the USA.
I am disappointed but the hope was for relief not for lifesaving actions, so I will deal, I have had this problem for a while it is not like I can't survive it.