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Reilyh she/her

@ replicator @sh.itjust.works

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  • Where I Belong [CW: Suicide, Gore, Self-Harm]

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  • Thank you for your message. I was lucky that no matter how hard I tried I wasn't able to harm myself. With the help of someone I was able to remove all sharp objects from my sight. It seemed to have calmed down the thoughts, but didn't get rid of them.

    Sadly, therapy and psychiatry aren't options for me, I'm chronically ill and I don't even have medical care for my chronic illness, let alone psychiatric problems, I do not live in a place where I can seek help, I live in a place where people are left to rot and die.

    Thank you again, for your message. I wish you a nice day.

  • me trying to cope with my depression with music, colorized

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  • Music is the only thing keeping me fueled anyway. I can't wake up without a song, can't eat without a song, and can't sleep without a song. There is always something playing in my head. I don't know what I would do if I lost my music.

  • Venting about chronic pain

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  • Thank you 🫂, even though I'm 9 days late. I still needed this today.

  • Venting about chronic pain

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  • Venting about chronic pain

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  • About grieving the life that you used to have/will never have. I got this at a pretty young age, so I don't really, I guess I miss being able to run. And sleeping and having most of the pain being gone. Ah yes, the grief, it's still there....

  • Venting about chronic pain

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  • God that's so fucking true. I believe I'm on year 2, and for a long while I didn't get any help for it. It is only recently that I looked into getting help, mainly medication. The anti depressants did something alright, but the pain is still there, pulsing. Yeah truly 1/3 of a good day, the rest is just a makeshift haphazard duct tape operation of trying not to fully lose it, at least that's for me.

  • Chronic Illness @lemmy.world
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    Venting about chronic pain

  • [Black Metal] Deathspell Omega - Paracletus

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  • Deathspell Omega spotted ❤️‍🔥

  • "male" fantasies

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  • It's Mimi by nhim!

  • Finally can post something to this community lol

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  • Weeeeeeee!

  • Nothing finer than a well placed triplet

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  • Ayyyy! I found this video yesterday! HAHA!

  • So easily

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  • Username.

  • So easily

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  • Yeah.

  • everyone*

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  • I don't know where I was going with that.

  • Tombtoker - Coffin Texts

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  • Hell ye

  • The Dialectic - Alluvion EP

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  • Tombtoker - Coffin Texts

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  • Wow this is beautiful, just look at the face of what I think is, Anubis? Anubis seems to be having a lot of fun with smoke :)

  • everyone*

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  • every*

  • AlbumArtworkHeaven @lemmy.world
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    Funeral Doom

    Bell Witch - Longing (2012)

  • AlbumArtworkHeaven @lemmy.world
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    Bell Witch - Four Phantoms

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    maki maki (makimakipoipoi)

    ryoshu (project moon)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Reilyh she/her @sh.itjust.works

    adora (she-ra), anne boonchuy, carmen sandiego, cleopatra (cleopatra in space), hilda (hilda), kipo oak, luz noceda, miko kubota, molly mcgee, reggie abbott, and tulip olsen [drawfag] breathes in

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Reilyh she/her @sh.itjust.works

    adora (she-ra), anne boonchuy, carmen sandiego, cleopatra (cleopatra in space), hilda (hilda), kipo oak, luz noceda, miko kubota, molly mcgee, reggie abbott, and tulip olsen [drawfag] breathes in

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    cntpdi

    malevola and sonar, (dispatch)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    laoyanzi

    metro man , omni-man, and phenomaman. (megamind (movie)), (invincible (series)), and (dispatch).

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Reilyh she/her @sh.itjust.works
    laoyanzi

    metro man , omni-man, and phenomaman. (megamind (movie)), (invincible (series)), and (dispatch).

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    dashi (dashiart)

    alex (minecraft)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    dashi (dashiart)

    lily (duolingo)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Reilyh she/her @sh.itjust.works
    dashi (dashiart)

    alex (minecraft)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Reilyh she/her @sh.itjust.works
    dashi (dashiart)

    aang, toph beifong (avatar: the last airbender) (fortnite)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    xlerotl

    amane misa (death note), gir (invader zim)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    mikz up

    sonar (dispatch)

  • MilitaryMoe @ani.social
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    badnick69

    oda nobunaga (fate)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    badnick69

    oda nobunaga (fate)

  • *booru Dump @lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    akaiguarts

    yoru (chainsaw man)

  • Ayat - Ilahiya Khinzir! (All Hail Allah the Swine)

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  • Sounds good.

  • 🌧️🫩🚬

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