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  • Yes, you should:

    pghrt.diy

    Pills are NOT efficient, and if u're smoking then they won't work. EEn injections are the gold standard. I even heard from some girls who got bigger tits after starting injections.

    I'm excited about injections.

    Any HRT is better than no HRT though, u didn't waste your time or something. DW.

  • Instead of judging the country, maybe I should judge province by province as here's system is different from Turkiye.

    New Brunswick is the most affordable one according to internet.

    I'm trying to learn if their social services pay my rent + food.

    I wish Canada joined the EU... We wouldn't be miserable...

  • Photon should be enabled by default as it is the most user friendly one imo.

  • AFAIK military doesn't allow you to bring your own med I guess.

    You switch from your own health insurance to federal health insurance.

  • Thanks. I was on pills until today, do you think starting EEn soon can make changes?

    I was also exhausted tired and depressed all the time so pills are really shitty not working imo.

    I'm hopeful kinda.

  • Thank you but repping without knowing wtf was wrong with me since age 15 seriously damaged my brain...

    I thought I'm feeling like a girl or want to be one because I'm a bisexual male, and when my therapist asked "would u be happy as a woman?" I said no because I thought he is being homophobic (back in Turkiye age 16 something). He was also a weirdo so I really thought he is fetishizing me lol. (Stupid teenager mind but he was seriously a weirdo like I said I have foot fetish just to wonder if I'm sick and he asked "u like up or down side?" I was like why does it matter then said one and he said "mmm" then switched to a random topic LMFAO)

    Turkiye had insane amount of surveillance so I was afraid of searching LGBT stuff... I made trans friend in Canada only and it was too late for me when I found out everything...

    It hurts really so bad... I lost everything. I'm never gonna be able to afford surgeries, my mental health is fucked due dysphoria like I don't even want to go outside. I used to be fem even until age 16 and I fucked everything... I didn't leave my comfort zone I was a coward... I didn't recognize gaslighting patterns of my family etc.

    I really just want to die. I'm post orchi and on hrt for 3,5 years and I was looking more fem and sounding more fem at age 15 even without HRT... What's the point of keep living? My shoulders and ribcage became massive.

    It is so painful, and I'm left to kill myself. My family also wants me to leave the home one day. I can't believe that I did this to myself...

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Is it safe to say?

  • I don't have a passport yet but thanks. I will save this info.

  • Thanks, my teacher was an openly Nazi lover literature teacher from Royal Family UK or something.

    He was suspicious asf too like how in the hell you found my small city in Turkiye? It's not even famous, even Turkish people don't know the existence of my city/province.

    He didn't have any smartphone, just a small stupid laptop, and me and my friend thought he was a spy lol. Like how come you're so self-confident? Nobody knows English very well there.

    I also didn't understand wtf he was talking about at age 15 but after learning about Nazism, everything made sense but I was too late kek.

    "Do you think dystopia is realistic?"

    Me and even older students in the class didn't understand any shit. Now it makes sense...

    He had white skin, blue eyes, and blonde hair. What a coincidence! Crazy fuck openly said he loves Hitler to our course management and nobody said everything. I didn't know much about Hitler either just heard he was an asshole and genocide, which we all got used to hear in Turkiye that kind of stuff.

    There was also a black Nigerian teacher in the same course lmfao, what an ignorant shithole. Nobody said anything.

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    We should make them use Lemmy or something

  • I apologize for being an asshole again.

    I already read so many resources, and I ordered EEn. I'm just waiting for it.

    Thanks <3

  • I mean progesterone levels BTW.

    I'm waiting for my EEn order. I know my e is low.

  • I don't want you to worry about me but I don't see any other option than suicide for myself. I have nothing, no skills, no money, no support, language barrier, and Türkiye is even worse than here right now.

    I wish I was never born. I'm living in pure agony...

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Anyone from Türkiye?

  • On Matrix some trans people recommended me here, and I thought you folks are same as them and I was kinda rude/offensive.

    I apologize now. They're probably in this community.

    I wish I joined here since the beginning.

  • My test results post orchi:

    8mg e2 oral 200mg prometrium oral

    Estradiol: 503 pmol/L

    Progesterone: 6.8 nmol/L

    Testosterone: 0.90 nmol/L

    Good?

  • Bryan Noem comes to minds...

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I was prejudiced

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Oral progesterone long-term

  • Looking at men, especially the ones with big skulls, gives me dysphoria that kills me.

    I'm getting traumatized every time I see a man with a big skull because I always wonder "holy fuck am I looking like this from outside?!"

    :(

  • Drawing slowly should prevent bubbles, no?

  • Longer like how much time? How many minutes? Examples?

    I just wondered as I want to know what to expect.

  • I tried drawing water with it for fun and it was fast?

    Lasts longer like how long?

    I didn't do before so just wonder if I'm doing something that I may regret.

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Help about syringes

  • DIY HRT @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Help about syringes

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    A new community for used cars

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