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skymtf

@ skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

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  • Whats the point anymore

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  • I used to hang out with people but then they got their own lives, I sometimes play video games. Recently its gotten to a point where I dont habe much energy so I just end up sleeping. I sleep like 12 hours a day normally, since my body physically takes that long to recover after a day of doing stuff.

  • Whats the point anymore

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  • Unfortunately I'm disabled, as much as I would love to grind the trades and then live as cheaply as possible so I didn't need to work, my body just isnt good enough. Choose sitting behind a terminal bashing the keyboard for that reason.

  • Whats the point anymore

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  • I'm on leave from work cause I nearly got fired, truthfully I'm too disabled to be doing thay much ohyically labor at the speed they want. But what choice do I have, I'm nervous as I go back on the 29th, and I'm worse now. I ball my eyes out a lot. Its not so much about I have to work forever, but its the fact there's nothing left really, like if I did work retail forever what is the point exactly. Life is the passage of time, and how you spend that. If I spent 99% of it in some box all day, pushing Freight I can't afford, getting yelled at by people richer than me. As I get sicker and sadder. What's the point. Its so bad I disassosite, I lost 3 entire weeks of my life, I did not remember any of it. Just gone like it never happened, my brain deleted it. This happens so much, the time between last April and this April genunily feel like a couple of months ago to me. I just want more than this, anything more then this. I want out.

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Whats the point anymore

  • Im killing myself when my mom dies, genunilly see no point

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  • I'm at that point where I'm just hatec by everyone. -

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Im killing myself when my mom dies, genunilly see no point

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Very nervous to ask for leave documentation at work out of fear of involtary hosptialization

  • NVIDIA could enter the desktop CPU market with performance equal to AMD and Intel

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  • Let me guess, it won't work with Linux once so ever without a propetairy nvidia kernel

  • Am I going to be okay?

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  • I'm just so burnt out, like something gotta change, genuinely not doing well mentally as a result

  • Autism @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Am I going to be okay?

  • ‘All is fair in RAM and war’: RAM price crisis in 2025 explained

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  • I feel like the end goal is us to be using thin client that can't even browse the web, we will have a content slop scrolled in the middle, you swipe right and you have an AI chat box to search information, send messages, it all has to be done with AI. Oh and you need scan your ID and pay subscriptions for each AI feature you enable, you will own nothing and work all day you won't have time to browse the web so the AI will do it for you

  • Why won’t Steam Machine support HDMI 2.1? Digging in on the display standard drama.

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  • That's what I'm saying, it would be more complicated than a dongle, the PS5 has some sorta system that handles this, it would essientally be a device that supports it, that just decodes and encodes the video feed, as dumb as this sounds it'd the only soluations to use on most TVs

  • Why won’t Steam Machine support HDMI 2.1? Digging in on the display standard drama.

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  • At this point just make an "adapter" that captures the disaply port signal and outputs it from a "supported" device

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I'm just really tired.

  • the self checkout machines at Walmart need a reboot. syslinux 6.03

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  • Is this in canada, I worked at the us Walmart and our registers used Java and our self checkouts ran windows 10 under Walmart UI.

  • all gender affirming care should be free!!! 😤

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  • Can I have them

  • Open source racer SuperTuxKart 1.5 out now, development moving onto SuperTuxKart Evolution

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  • This actually looks fun. Might give it a play

  • Photography @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Some photos I took, advice wanted

  • I don't really see a point anymore, Only bad things seem to happen anymore.

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  • Take care, and he’s hoping for you for a brighter future. /hug I feel like I already ruined my life, the second I sat in the driver seat that day my life was over, everything was over.

  • I don't really see a point anymore, Only bad things seem to happen anymore.

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  • I have been waiting 12 years nothing has ever gotten better short things lead to long term truama it seems

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I don't really see a point anymore, Only bad things seem to happen anymore.

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I feel like offing myself again but can't tell anyone so I am telling you

  • Mastodon’s founder cedes control, refuses to become next Musk or Zuckerberg

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  • My issue with mastodon is it’s strayed so much from its vision. I use misskey but there is not a ton of clients for it at the moment.

  • Cars - For Car Enthusiasts @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Fix my 2007 Prius or get all my money back

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I'm mentally abusive and I still want to die, an update post

  • I've made a plan to kill myself on Jan 5th

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  • It just seems impossible, I’m also a peice of shit, no one should miss me, people will but abusers can be loved unfortunately. I’m definitely going to hell when I pull that trigger if he’ll exist

  • I've made a plan to kill myself on Jan 5th

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  • I’m kinda convinced nothing will ever work out, I’ll sell this car and go back to taking Lyft every where digging myself deeper and deeepr into debt, my friends will disown me I’ll move back home and keep going deeper and deeper. I’m just prolonging my inevitable death. I rather die now than experience the horrors life will throw at me in 2025

  • I've made a plan to kill myself on Jan 5th

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  • That line never picks up I know what your talking about

  • I've made a plan to kill myself on Jan 5th

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  • 99.9% of crisis lines in the us are eaither inaccessible or call the cops on suicidal people since only the ones that calls cops get funding

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I've made a plan to kill myself on Jan 5th

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I tried transitions, is it safe to say I did everything I could and now it's time to say goodbye

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I feel like absolute trash for not knowing what to get my friends for Christmas and just generally not being able to invest too much energy into the holidays.

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I'm sorry women, I'm sorry to society, I'm sorry to my friends

  • Autism @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I feel like everyone view me as a child dispite being an adult

  • Apple @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Can iPhones be relocked by the carrier

  • Transfem @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    NSFW

    Is my HRT actually working?

  • Mental Health @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone
    Trigger Warning Suicide

    I just feel like I am really close this time

  • Autism @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    I am tired of all my friends viewing me as a child.

  • Android @lemmy.world
    skymtf @lemmy.blahaj.zone

    Is Google going to stop supporting android due to lack of profitability?